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Into The Sun
Grace Calderon , Quezon City: Aug 5 2008
Made Popular Aug 5 2008

Into The Sun

You give credence to what I’ve known all along. I believe that everything we do everyday is an unconscious step towards the happy ending that we want to write for our own individual story. We may not know it, but that’s really what we’ve been busy with.

We have been on an unrelenting quest for our singular happy ending.

You are proof.

Loneliness and being alone are momentary episodes. Long-drawn misery is such a cliché. Wintry streets do not remain cold forever. Sure we stumble and bumble, but you have picked yourself up one too many times. I admire your tenacity for rising back like the proverbial phoenix.

That is why I don’t underestimate the capability of humans. Man can take care of himself, with or without fate or luck. He (or she) has far more resilience stored up than we give him (or her) credit for. Really.

And now as you walk into the sunset, you are once again part of a metaphor that you absolutely want to figure in.

We can all fade into the sunset. We just have to set our sights on that glow on the horizon. And, my dearest friend, that big ball of fire up ahead ain’t an illusion.

I gaze at your slowly disappearing figure set against the immense backdrop of a fiery reality. You know as much as I do that you will find either a warm home or get consumed in complete conflagration somewhere there where you’re headed.

And now that you’ve decided to write a happy ending to your story, you will learn – as I have learned a long time ago – that a happy ending is not an end. It is actually only the beginning.

I was once a romantic, too. I used to think that the mind and imagination are the shapers of destiny, and not reason. But that was at a time long, long ago and in a kingdom far, far away. The only romantic notion left with me today is the belief in revolutions that transform peoples, as I still believe that revolutions are emotional endeavors and not intellectual efforts. Hungry stomachs spur revolts.

In the dire poverty of the society that I grew up in, I used to make my own paper dolls and their appropriate clothes made out of art paper that cost 20 centavos apiece. Being the eldest of two children, I was an only child in my first four years on earth. Those paper dolls kept me company. I would concoct stories in my mind and provide dialogue for my paper dolls, as I play out scenes with them. All the harshness and pain that I’ve seen have robbed me of the joy of creating and playing with those paper dolls. Those stories all have happy endings.

My paper dolls will be consumed in a second in that sun you’re headed to.

But this article is not about my story. It belongs to you.

Into The Sun

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Jaiyant Cavale
Bangalore, India
Aren’t paper dolls the most delicate and vulnerable to being crushed of them all? Wish we designed dolls made of stone instead. But then that would result in stony dreams.. And a stony ending perhaps? A stone on your grave with a few words written on it. so much for a happy ending... This is a cool article.. Gotta write lots.. Will be back in a couple of hours..
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Jaiyant Cavale
Bangalore, India
Can’t see the pics yet, as usual...
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Jaiyant Cavale
Bangalore, India
And you have no hair to pluck, we all know that as well.
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Hehe.. this comment beats the gamma men zapping the alpha girls. LOL
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
I really can’t comprehend, for the life of me, why my pics procrastinate their entrance!
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
And, yes, I have no more hair to pull! My scalp is bleeding now!
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
She has plenty hair! I have not much left now. I wish I have that hairdo piled up high on my head. I guess I have to buy tons of hairspray like she does. LOL
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Hey, Jaiyant, the pics are out now!!!!

Halleluja!
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Jaiyant Cavale
Bangalore, India
Awesome.. I’m back now!!
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Awesome? LOL The pics look Hallmark-y
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Jaiyant Cavale
Bangalore, India
The system kicked me out again. Someone I’m too persistent
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Hey, Jaiyant, the pics are out now!!!!

Halleluja!
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Ooops...the server got excited as well and posted the comment twice. LOL
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Don’t lie to us Grace, you are obsessive compulsive! You have to publish everything in pairs!
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Yeah, I do have an OC streak sometimes. My mother handed it down to me. But this time the server was quicker than my mother’s legacy. LOL
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Each of us are the sum of many experiences. The psychological and social contexts in which we operate make us what we are. And our decisions and our way of life is nothing but a reflection of that.

We are all mad, we all have hopes. All seek a happy ending.

Once again I must congratulate you for having written a intelligent and sincere chronic. I just hope you do not pull your hair again because of the images that did not appear again. Would them seeking a happy ending?
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Thanks, Celso. I always rely on your sociological perspectives and viewpoints each time. Really!

You sort of validate or negate what I write. And I need that!

Thanks, bro.

Shhhh...I just purchased a wig. :0
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
LOL! Quite! To round-off my packaging, I have to take lessons from you with the songs and the singing.
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
LOL LOL LOL ROFL ROFL ROFL
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Which goes without saying that I only need your sociological perspectives. The sociopathic training, you give all the time through osmosis! LOL
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This is my specialty: inform people and make them crazy!
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Jaiyant Cavale
Bangalore, India
Dude what the hell is that! Jesus singing ’I will survive’ Great spoof indeed.. of the song and well, everything..
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Jaiyant, that is just Celso’s cover. He’s really a Brazilian guerrilla.
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Jaiyant Cavale
Bangalore, India
Yeah.. I guess it really is a football thing.. Even the happy endings that Grace is talking about.. If only everyone played football and not video games.. And if only football was played for fun and not the money..
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Hiding under football...Celso, you really ARE a Brazilian guerrilla!
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Jaiyant, I wanted to play football, but it was too rough for me. :0
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Well, it’s just a football thing...
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Fariha Jamil
Lahore, Pakistan
Grace it is truly moving.

U reminded me of this poem ’we are seven’ in which there is this girl who has 7 family members. She keeps losing them one by one but she continues to tel herself that ’we are seven’
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Fariha, we are gonna cry again!

This was an emotional piece as I was writing it. *Sigh*

Thanks, sis!
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Fariha Jamil
Lahore, Pakistan
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Hehehe... I wish I learned how to read symbolic writing!
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Fariha,

Look closely into the article. VERY VERY CLOSELY.


”My paper dolls will be consumed in a second in that sun you’re headed to.

But this article is not about my story. It belongs to you.”

Who is this? ;)
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:)LOLZ
Hope this is only a beginning of your creative expression...wish you a long romantic journey ahead...your tryst is with life itself...
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Thanks, Madhuri. This life of creative expression is a long one. Long and winding! LOL

There you again catching another intended insight of mine.

Madhuri, I know you’re really 78 years old. LOL
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Grace!
Superbly written...very magical... It’s like a bright sunshine!

I wished, we could still be playing with those ’paper dolls’...
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Thank you very much, Abhijit! I’m glad you liked it. It’s warming that you call a story about sunset as something like sunshine. That’s magical in itself.

Each time we write, we play with those paper dolls again.
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...And then again start as a romantic and complete the full circle, or perhaps create a new circle or a circle within a circle and let the circle cover the circle... :))
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Yeah, romantics come full circle each time. Thanks for dropping by, Abhishek!
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Jaiyant Cavale
Bangalore, India
You said something about the pics being Hallmark-y.. Isn’t that why people buy cards? When you buy a card you are buying hope and a happy ending.. But isn’t being alone permanent.. I mean, you are born alone and then you die alone.. When you are not alone during your life, it is just that you are being lucky..
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Yeah, I wanted schmaltzy pictures for this to underscore the romantic tone. But then again, it’s not coming off as romantic! It’s much too strong. Hehe...

True, we are all essentially alone. People just come and go in the our lives.
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Grace,
I felt like sharing this quote with you.

” Only as a warrior can one survive the path of knowledge, because the art of a warrior is to balance the terror of being a man with the wonder of being a man.”
-Carlos Castaneda

I think it is hard for a compassionate soul to stop being romantic.
LOL:)
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
That’s a very appropriate quotation, Madhuri, thanks! And as usual, you caught my intention for writing the article - loud and clear.

I am amazed at your ability to read straight through quickly. That is why I said earlier that I admire your breadth of knowledge as to the whys and wherefores of things. ;)

You must be around 78 years old? Confess! LOL
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You caught me, Grace!
My hair is turning grey and I am becoming senile and demented...
:)LOL

BTW I waiting for your comments on my recent post:http://madkat70.instablogs.com/entry/no-i-don-t-feel-anything/
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
I knew it! Ok, I shall face your writing squarely in a while. I just have to finish a writing deadline for a nagging client and off to my afternoon class for nagging students. LOL
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Sorry Grace I think the article has got buried somewhere...
Anyways, we’ll meet on more interesting posts again...
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G emeraldsandash.blogs..
Canberra, Australia
Hi Grace. I have been very busy with life and common-or-garden-variety stress inducing things, as well as happy ones. I really appreciate what you say here. I understand it.

Your paper dolls are not (and will not be)consumed - they are, like the unending fount of your creative wisdom, as Matryushka dolls - layered with meanings and emotive or intellectual (or both) impact...

I see you inspire many, many comments here with your articles. I hope people realise what an impressive human being you are and don’t just comment for commenting’s sake. Have you yet been telling your own impressive stories of compassion and humanity ? Have you yet shown the readers your own golden heart ? You should, you will...

This Phoenix is rising, be it on ”Daedelus’ kite” or not, I can not yet tell and this wax has only just set to hold these feathers here in place...

*peace, my friend. peace*
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G emeraldsandash.blogs..
Canberra, Australia
BTW you are still a romantic... in denial or hiatus perhaps but a true romantic nonetheless. :)
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
How can you not understand it when this is about you? I hope this humble little present will dry up the windswept wintry streets.

My dear friend, I am right behind you as you walk into the sunset. You can look over your shoulder and find me.

I am the happiest with the happy ending you are writing for yourself.

Mabuhay!
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Yes, I’m still a romantic. There’s not much else I can be.
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Grace, you can always become a sociopath!
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
LOL Celso! I’ve been invited to seek the path to Him, become an atheist, now to be a sociopath! :0 :0

Maybe, I can just put all these together and found my own religion! LOLZ
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To express the emotions and get lighter comments definitely could be helpful in tackling the stress one undergoes in this ever running lifestyle.

I like your words woven into a past description of yourself.
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Grace Calderon
Quezon City, Philippines
Thank you, Dr., for your comment. But as I said in the post, this story is not about me. It’s about someone else that I know.

Thank God I’m not stressed. No pressures! Maybe, that’s why I enjoy the conversations.

Thanks once again, sir, for dropping by!
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